Tuesday, April 23, 2013

If this were my job

I would probably get fired.  A lot of people have asked how the transition to staying at home has gone.  For the most part, great! I get to be home. With my kids.  I saw Shirley roll over for the FIRST time! ME! Not the sitter.  I don't have deadlines, 20 kids to see, reports to write, desks to clean....I can "sleep" in, not get dressed if I choose...I don't really need to go over the perks.  I get to stay home.  But today.  Today was hard.  Just because I don't work doesn't mean everything is easy. It's a given that its a lot easier than if I were working, but some days are still hard.  If staying at home were my job and I was evaluated today my report would look like this:  poor appearance, improper dress attire, bad attitude, lazy, bad attitude, was mean to students (my kids), yelled, short tempered, lack of patience, poor work performance etc.... I was tired. Our house was a mess.  I lost my patience.  I yelled.  I was easily aggravated at things that didn't matter.  I had a bad attitude.   And then I tucked my little man into bed and he told me "I love you so much"  and right then and there I was glad this is my new full time job.  Any other place I would have been chewed out and fired.  But this is my job.  And lucky for me I get to start fresh tomorrow.  See, these kids forgave me, they won't focus on my bad attitude I had today when they wake in the morning. They won't fire me.  They forgave me.  And I am so thankful for that.  here's to a new day...

3 comments:

Corinne said...

My thoughts exactly. I'm so grateful that my kids forgive me.... constantly and with a happy smile. If only everyone could be as forgiving as kids! Gotta love them, when they're not making me pull my hair out!

Katie said...

Cute new blog. We all have these days. Sometimes there are a lot of them in a row. You can do it though! You are so right, you can have a fresh start each day. In fact, at any moment in a day you can decide you are having a fresh start.

Jenny said...

I really like your perspective on all of these things because they're all things I'm either going through (doing the working mom thing), or think about (would I survive the stay-at-home mom thing). And I think you have the same realistic, honest opinions that I do, so it's really nice to hear. Even the tough stuff :)

I'm sure you're doing great -- the proof is in the pudding -- you have great kids!