17 weeks

I wasn't going to tell people. Probably because I'm nervous, probably because I'm scared. Maybe it's because I didn't think it would happen so soon. There are so many reasons. But it's real. It IS happening. There's no turning back now. I shouldn't be too scared...it's not like it's my first. I have done this before. I survived (barely). But maybe that's why I am so nervous. Because I HAVE been there...I know what its like. I know how HARD it is. I know it HURTS. But the reward at the end is so sweet and obviously worth all the work. This time I am going to be much more prepared. I am going to learn from my past mistakes. I am going to rock this! Right? I can do the pep talk in my head but that little voice of doubt comes in and makes me scared. Terrified. But excited. How can one person have so many conflicting emotions going on at one time? YIKES! Wish me luck...



Oh, I hope you didn't think I was pregnant! Of course I'm talking about the Saint George MARATHON I got into and am RUNNING OCTOBER 1, 2011.